Saturday, January 21, 2006

Nightmare: Giant Spider

I was somewhere in mountains. I could see huge stone rocks lying around me. It was a cloudy day. I could hear something nearing to me. Its steps were heavy and frequent. I was very frightened when I realized that it was a giant gray spider about 10 feet tall. He noticed me and stopped for a moment. I did not even attempt to move. He spitted some kind of a rope on me; I guess that was his net. I moved promptly to my left and avoided the collision.

Now I was sure he did not like me, so I ran in panic to hide somewhere. I found a cave of rocks and observed my opponent through a slit. He noticed me, moved forwards and started his heavy artillery again. I felt his nets touching me, but it did not hurt, it just was a very unpleasant sensation. Not enough, I was unable to find any exit from the cave that moment. I was trapped... I woke up.













Friday, January 20, 2006

Vision: Sailing Away

I wore my blue school uniform. I was in a bar-club or something. There was a loud house music playing, lots of young people cheering and drinking shots around me. I realized this does not entertain me any more so I decided to take off. I walked across the dance floor. My mother tried to stop me on my way. I ignored her, took my prepared backpack and exited the room.

I noticed the stairs leading up. It was night outside. I climbed up the stairs and realized we were on a ship. I felt how the floor was moving under my feet. I looked around myself. That was a new, strong and clean ship. Its every detail was made of steel. I did not notice anybody controlling the ship so I ran upstairs, where the captain’s cabin and the wheel was supposed to be. From there I could see an even better view.

I fell in love with that ship. There was a sense of security and firmness, satisfaction and calmness, love and acknowledgement. I took the wheel into my hands and sailed through the ocean.













Thursday, January 19, 2006

Astral Projection: Astral Projectors Meeting

When I separated from my physical body, I felt I was carried away by a slow astral wind towards some kind of a building. I was outside. The sky was clear and blue. I recognized that building – it was my college, though changed.

I flew to the yard of the college. There were about 100 people hanging around in small groups and discussing. They all looked intelligent, artistic and happy. For some reason I felt they all were local astral projectors. I flew slowly above their heads. Nobody noticed me except one dark-haired girl about 20 years old. She was staring at me with a smile. Her eyes were sparkling with energy. I felt I met her before.

I kept on flying and decided to look inside the building. I tried to enter straight through the wall. I was confused for a moment and almost reintegrated with my physical body, but I forced my astral double not to come back and kept on navigating through the building.

I was in a bedroom with ancient furniture. In the middle of the room, there was a huge bed. There was someone hiding under the red bed sheets. I moved closer to it. It moved and I joined my physical body.













Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Vision: Materialized Wine

It was night. The area that I was observing was lit. There was a wagon. It looked as if somebody was living in it. I noticed a man, about 40 years old. He was slim, baldheaded, not shaved, black leather jacket, blue worn out jeans. He resembled myself in some way, but was older.

He was completely relaxed and smoked a cigarette while moving things around and walking in the yard near the wagon. I watched him as if I was behind the bushes hiding, but I felt he knew I was there.

He came to the wagon, threw a bucket on the ground, kicked it slightly so its position would be right under one of the two faucets. I guess these were for hot and cold water. He knew I was observing him so he performed a trick. He let the water flow from both of the faucets. I could notice how he turned the hot water into red wine and the cold water into white. He was talking with me in my mind and explaining his philosophy. None of it I can recall. I just remember everything was very mystical.













Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Dream: Restaurant Cats

I dreamt I was lying on bed on my right side. My right arm was under my head, palm up. I could hear a party was going on and a sound of loud house music was flowing from the neighbor room. My eyes were open and I saw how a woman approached my bed. I remember I saw her on one of the Realty TV shows. I did not like her very much but she had very beautiful blue eyes.

She uncovered my bedclothes and sneaked under it. My hand was still lying palm up and she laid in such a way that her breast was right on my palm. That was a pleasant sensation and I kept exploring her breast she was positive too. I was still sleepy so we were lying for some time besides each other touching lightly.

Suddenly, I guess that was my mother, came and uncovered our bed sheets saying that we have to make some place for yet another person...

Right after that, I had another dream where I was in the old town of Vilnius. It was dark at night, some street lights were on. I was walking down the street with one of my old friends. I said good-bye to him, I stopped and he went further. I turned right - there was a glass door of a hotel and I rang a doorbell. I saw my reflection on the glass door. I was wearing my favorite T-shirt and my favorite velvet pants.

I had no idea why I rang that bell, the place was unknown, and so I was also thinking to myself what kind of excuse would be good in case someone will open that door. I waited for about 3 minutes then I saw someone coming down the stairs from the second floor. It was a woman in her nightdress.

She opened the door, but because it was dark, I could not see her. She said, “I will open it for you.” and invited me inside. When I came, I could see it was morning outside that house, everything was suddenly lit. She was a very beautiful curly-red-haired woman. I saw the high-class restaurant tables with red tablecloths and silver tools in that room. When I asked what place is it she replied it is an IT company. I mentioned I am an IT professional and I am happy to be here.

We went through that restaurant and she showed me my bed, asked to wait and went to do my breakfast. There were many beds covered in red with white ornaments. While I was waiting, I observed two cats in black-n-white fur playing in the restaurant. They noticed me and ran closer to me. I stroked one of them once. It jumped on my bed. As I was lying on my back, my left arm was extended and lying besides my head. I felt how the cat played with my arm. Suddenly I experienced some kind of a sucking sensation on my arm. I glanced at the cat. He was trying to suck my arm with his penis. I shook my arm in disgust and woke up. I still could hear the voice of the angry cat as he was flying away from me.













Monday, January 16, 2006

Vision: Old Man

I saw a street, possibly a street in Toronto. There were stylized skyscrapers on both sides of the street. It looked like a cartoon. There were no people or any sound. It was very tranquil. The sky was clear blue, with almost no clouds.

When I observed the street for the next time I noticed an old man, at least his walking style was of an old man. He was walking towards me down the street leaning his arm on the sidewalk. His steps were unsteady. He looked smutty from head to toe.

I descended down to him. We sat on the stairs in shade and talked. His eyes were wise. He resembled Bruce Lee. It is a pity because I cannot recall a word from our conversation.













Sunday, January 15, 2006

Experiment: Effortless Visualization

I was meditating yesterday with my Auditory and Visual stimulation device (a binaural beats, neurological technology) called MindSpa. I was using a middle Theta brain wave pattern preset in that case. After about 15-18 minutes of meditation, I could observe images flashing in my minds eye. As in theory, Theta brainwaves help to promote ones creativity and visualization. I could experience this phenomenon in practice.

I attempted to take control of those images and started to visualize my room. This was so easy and effortless. I just saw my room with no strain on my memory. The view was not very clear, it could be better if I tried, but I could recognize some objects' details and textures. Then I decided to switch my mind among different known physical locations. Again, I saw those places effortlessly.