Saturday, December 30, 2006

OBE: Materialization Experiment

I woke up in the morning, but it was still dark outside so I decided to stay in bed for a while. As usual I was in my favorite trance state observing images generated by my mind. I was trying to catch that moment when my body falls asleep, at the same time keeping my consciousness awake so I would be able to witness that moment.

I think I went unconscious for a second or too, but after that I realized I could see even my my closed eyes were closed. This was a natural occurrence to me – so called astral sight. Usually after this phenomenon happens I wake up, but this time I did not get too excited so I gave a try for an OBE. I still could see some unknown yellow wall pattern with my astral eyes. For some reason I thought I am at my late grandmas house, even I knew I was lying in my own bedroom. I applied the “Falling” technique, and the pre-OBE vibrations commenced. I just kept calm and concentrated on my forehead to trigger the exit. It took a bout 20 seconds till the Astral view emerged. I could hear the voices of children, probably it was from outside of my actual bedroom.

When I successfully projected into my grandmas living room the view was still unclear, but it got better after a few moments. I dissociated completely from my physical body and now I could not just see but touch as well. It was nice day outside, the wind was blowing leaves on the ground. It was amazingly quiet, however. I flew through the window glass to take a look outside. I was so light I was afraid to be carried by that wind. Nevertheless I made up my mind to resist it and made to the neighbor house. It was empty. I turned around before entering it and glanced to the sky. It had an awesome blue color and a few clouds. No Sun, as usual, just the omnipresent light.

I touched my hands, looked at them. They were thicker. My tactile sensations were not as powerful as in the physical world. I flew to the neighbor house. This time I could freely move through the multitude of walls and other objects without failing my projection, maybe because I was pre-imagining what I was expecting beyond those walls.

I floated outside and decided to make a flying speed test. I observed a line of trees standing further – they were perfect to measure my speed, and flew there. I have noticed it was hard to maintain high speed and astral projection at the same time. It required more concentration and energy, the physical reality started to emerge – I understood by physical body was lying on the belly in a very uncomfortable position, this made reentering to the Astral Plane even more difficult. I had sent more energy to my chakras and enjoyed the flight for some more time.

This time I could see a pond with enormous waves, ducks and black cats. I knew they were the symbols of something. Cats – probably my past habits.

Then I returned to the grandmas yard. I had an idea to experiment with materializations. I found a ladder and started to climb it without the ladder touching any support point. I held it with my mind. After it ended I successfully climbed on a thin air. I had decided to make a room hanging in the air. It materialized after a few attempts, but not exactly what I was expecting. If I could make a room, why not to make a human. This was not so easy. Actually, the funny thing happened: one of my former classmates brought a person to me that, I understood, was the result of my experiment. That person changed its appearance very frequently, approximately 10 times per second. It was very unstable. It took a form of a girl, or a boy, every time different face. It was morphing from one appearance to another.

That was enough for today, I thought, and gradually returned to the physical reality. Next time I will probably experiment with the senses of smell and taste, because I do not recall having them active in any of my OBE's.

Friday, December 29, 2006

Short Visit to the Real Time Zone

It was about a month since I remember having my last OBE. Maybe my Kriya routine was grounding me too much.

Last night I took a very hot shower visualizing the white light pouring through my body. It helps to get rid of negative energy. Then I performed my usual Kriya routine and lied in my bed. I kept on “bouncing” my energy body for several minutes, felt tingling and heaviness. I went to sleep with the determination to have an OBE.

I dreamt of me being in a dark [hotel] room. There was my sister and my former classmate Erikas chatting in bed right beside me. I thought this was reality. They were chatting too loud, and I was about to silence them, but I felt the first OBE symptoms – my Heart chakra gave me an outburst of energy. I prepared in order to be successful in my Astral Projection, so I concentrated on my exit.

Soon afterwards non-colored view of unknown ceiling emerged – the sign of my exit. I knew I was in the Real Time Zone, a place between the Physical environment and the Astral Plane. Usually I pass this medium very quickly or go straight to the Astral Plane. This time I was stuck in there, and my physical body was holding me tight. I could move my imaginary hands and see them. They appeared as transparent watery limbs. This was not new to me. The same happened to my legs – they were moving freely. The problem was I could not detach my trunk and head. I concentrated all my will in order to make a jump, but all I could do was to turn inside me. Or if I tried to move away it was as if I moved through honey – it was extremely slow.

Not enough I was scared of the attack from an evil astral entity even if there was no one besides me in that space and time. Soon after that I felt I was back in that hotel room. I thought I had reintegrated with my physical body, but when I woke up in my bedroom I realized this was just a dream. But the OBE was real.

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Astral Projection: Wall Climbing Experiment

After the view cleared up I was able to recognize the environment of my Astral Projection. It was my school I used to attend when I was a kid. I stood in a shade of it. Was strange, because I knew the light is omni-direct in the Astral Plane, no Sun or any other source of light was present.

I have decided to exercise some weightlessness, so I started to ascend one of the walls of the school. I kept my body horizontally to the ground so only my feet were sticking to the wall. I kept on walking in such a manner until I have reached the roof. Observed the panorama. As my school was built on the hill the view was awesome, the whole part of my native town was visible.

Suddenly I transported myself near the back entrance of the school. Some of my former schoolmates were walking by me. One of them even touched my shoulder as he was passing by. It was Darius.

After a couple of moments I found myself on the roof again. This time I neared an edge of the roof and decided to experiment with the descending in the similar manner I did with ascending, only I was facing the ground. I stepped several steps, my feet were sticking to the wall. Soon I realized the contact was not so strong (maybe because I still was afraid of the height) and I started to slip, afterwards I started to fall. Even I felt from the height of 20 meters and hit the asphalt I did not feel any pain because I have chosen not to.

Soon afterwards I came back to my physical awareness.