Salvia Divinorum: Child Again

This time Salvia did not produce so much smoke so I had to hold it in my lungs for longer. Nevertheless, I still had a very interesting experience. Before I forget I would like to record this: not all of the experience can be remembered, because every time I have a Salvia trip I remember I had this feeling before hundreds of times, but I cannot remember when I come back what exactly that was. So some of those experiences cannot be described, only experienced, not all of them can be remembered because of the short memory loss that happens during a trip. Still, I think, that attempt to memorize during an event is very good for memory and concentration.

So my experience can be described in following words: I guess I am getting used to it because right after Salvinorum A kicked in I knew those "multiple" personalities in me and around me were fake. I kind of laughed at this in my mind. I tried to maintain concentration on what is happening and kept by body still as any movement could destroy or distort my experience.

There was a moment when I was completely disassociated from physical reality and my body. I was transferred in time when I was a child (about 5 years old), and there was this five store building in yellow and red colors, that I understood was my home. I saw stairs and had a sensation that my other colleagues were around, they were shouting in Lithuanian "lieka" (as if ending of "trylika" - thirteen). They were counting something. My neighbors were preparing to dust their carpets right of their windows. I had this feeling that my brother going to come and fix all of this (I have no brother in my real life) or disallow them to do this.

I also remember I did not see any red organisms that usually accompany all of my experiences, I did, however, recall how strange and heavy my back felt and how enormously big I was, as if all this building was built on me.