Saturday, December 10, 2005

Astral Projection: Show Off (52)

Suddenly I became conscious and I felt first symptoms of astral projection happening: my heart chakra was working overtime and my whole energy body was vibrating. Instantly I knew I am going to separate from my physical body in a moment so I have performed yogic third eye gazing technique to fasten the process. This helped a little but was not enough for the separation to happen. Vibrations continued for about next three minutes. I almost became bored and felt my leg muscles twitching. I thought that maybe the latter was the reason stopping me from having an OBE (out of body experience). Finally, I have decided to call my Guru, Babaji. I called His mantra for several times and felt vibrations developing repeatedly stronger and stronger.

All the time my astral sight was active and I saw myself lying on the bed at my grandma’s house. I thought this is for real. Someone was constantly walking behind my point of view. I could hear the steps. This creature was whispering something all the time. It was not a very pleasant experience, especially when everything is so dark and the place itself is associated with ghosts.

Finally, I have decided to relax completely and not to be so attached to the idea of having an OBE. Few moments later, my ears were stuffed with terrible astral noise, and I knew the separation happened. I felt the astral wind was carrying me away from my physical body at the unbelievable speed. I felt I was moving backward and up. On my way, I saw shiny maple leaves fading in the darkness.

Suddenly everything stopped and I felt myself suspended somewhere at the ceiling of the room at my grandma’s house. The light was on. I saw a bed beneath me. The astral wind starter to rotate me again, it was quite a pleasant experience. I looked at the bed once again – the room was huge, and I could notice three people on the bed sleeping in white bedclothes. I witnessed those three people transforming into one huge mature woman.

I wanted to experiment with my voice at this moment so I shouted once. The sound was as if my voice was ten times amplified. I could hear it reverberating and echoing back as if I was shouting through a huge metal tube. One more interesting thing is that this sound after approximately one second was completely cut, muted. I shouted once more – the same effect happened.

I assume the old woman lying on the bed heard my voice and stared at me then concealed herself into a drawer of the wardrobe. After the moment, I noticed my uncle crawling from the same drawer and attempting to attack me. He was furious but funny. I understood he wanted to fight me. I smiled, grabbed him on his few hairs then whirled around for a few times and threw on bed again.

At the same moment, I heard my mother’s voice in the room beside me. I wanted to make her a surprise. I flew through the room’s wall outside the house and observed the room she was in from the outside. There was my father and my sister as well. They were preoccupied with ironing, I assume. I entered the room straight through the window.

My mother asked why I am naked. I looked at myself and noticed I was in my underwear. I said I am not naked because I wear underwear. She replied that she does not see any underwear.

I just wanted to show them few tricks I am capable of doing in the astral plane so I jumped on to the bed and landed on my back on the floor straight through the bed. They all bended down to observe me under the bed [at the moment I am writing this sentence I had a deja-vu]. Faster then that I jumped up through the bed again and sticked myself to the ceiling. I was quite satisfied with myself because they were still looking for me under the bed.

For some reason I closed my imaginary eyes and thought my OBE is over, but after few moments I rediscovered myself at the same room with an afro-american guy in front of me. He talked about the job I have done and gave me a salary: a small box of coal, a liter of water and a liter of vodka.

I closed my imaginary eyes again and found myself back in my physical body.












Trance Induced Experience

I remember waking up at night and searching for my voice recorder in order to record my last dream. I was dictating it to my device as soon as I found it. I realized I was holding the recorder upside down so I have switched it. I thought that maybe I should redo my recording because of this. However, suddenly I have noticed one extra button on the device. It said “run” on it. Intuitively I knew it was specifically designed for reporters who like to make their interviews while running. It is a very strange option, I thought.

After few moments, I became conscious and realized it was just a trance-induced experience.












Astral Sight

I was lying on my bed in the morning. It was still dark outside. I realized I could see my room but it was somehow different. The distances between furniture were incorrect. It was also I couldn’t see my nose as I always do.

At that moment I thought I am probably seeing not with my physical eyes, but my astral perception is active. In order to prove that I just opened my eyes very briefly. I could see my actual physical room – it was brighter than I saw with my astral eye. After I closed my eyes I still could see the previous view with my astral eye which gradually vanished as I got more and more awake.












Friday, December 09, 2005

Sapnai Dec 09, 2005

Sapnai: Kerciaus Beieskant
Mano vaikystes kiemas Raseiniuose. Aplinkui daugiabuciai, sviecia saule, ne vieno zmogaus. As su savo dviraciu mokinuosi vaziuoti ant vieno rato. Tai darau labai sekmingai ir legvai. Po to taip isismaginau, kad pradejau vazineti tik ant vieno rato. Stebejausi kodel man anksciau taip sunkiai pavykdavo.

Nuriedejau i gretima kiema. Pastebejau prie gatves besiburiujant Kerdziaus klasiokus. Su Kerdzium buvau prarades kontakta jau pries kokius 5 metus, todel knietejo suzinoti kur jis yra.

Jo klasioku tarpe atpazinau Deivi, Kruki ir dar kai kuriuos. Jie kaip visada laide savo nemiritngus juokelius. As privaziavau ir pasiteiravau ar jie nezina kur yra Kerdzius. Deivis besisypsodamas atsake, jog viskas ka jis zino yra tai, kad Kerdzius persikrauste i Alytu. Deivio veidas tuomet kai kalbejo su manimi nepazistamai pasikeite, taciau vis dar zinojau, kad jis yra Deivis.

Sapnai: Sukilimas Vilniuje
Atsimenu buvau kazkokioje apleistoje parduotuveje Vilniuje, Gedimino prospekte. Jausmas toks, jog viskas vyksta II pasaulinio karo metais. Vilniuje vyko kazkoks sukilimas. Toje parduotuveje radau plasmasini pistoleta ir nutariau ji pasiimti. Is paziuros atrode veikiantis, todel nutariau isigyti soviniu.

Zinojau, kad soviniu gausiu Akropolyje, todel paemiau troleibusa. Vaziavau stacias - zuikiu. Troleibusas buvo pustustis, stoviniavo zmones. Pagalvojau, jog reiketu issimusti taloneli. Beeidamas to padaryti troleibuso priekyje pastebaju kontroliere, ji tikrino bilietelius. Pazenklinau, atsisedau. Ji praejo pro viena besisypsancia keleive, kuri vaziavo be bilietelio, taciau jos nebaude. Priejo prie manes, paprase talonelio - parodziau. Ji labai atidziai paziurejo, taciau talonelio is mano ranku neeme. Paziurejo dar karta: talonelyje buvo per daug skyliu, ji pastebejo jog jis buvo ismustas pora kartu. As irgi pastebejau, jis buvo ismustas viena karta elektroninio zymeklio, kur matesi data ir koki pora kartu rankiniu zymekliu, taciau as zinojau jog talonelis buvo mustas tik viena karta, nes jis buvo naujas, nors ir labai suglamzytas.

Kontroliere staiga atsilenke nuo manes ir istiesusi dar du bilietelius pasake kazka panasaus i "siusrprizas". Pasake, jog tai kaledu proga. Islipau is troleibuso, nelabai gaudziausi kur esu, vietu nepazinojau.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Sapnai Dec 08, 2005

Sapnas: Neileido
Naktis. Aplinkui daug zmoniu, visi jie mano gyvenime buvo kazkuom svarbus, susirinke is visu pasaulio vietu. Jie trauke i kazkoki uzdara vakareli. Jis vyko viename bestogiame lentiniame pastate. Labai nustebau, kai Steve man prie duru pasake, jog man negalima i sita vakareli.

Smirinejau aplinkui ta pastata, girdejau kaip visi linksminosi ir triuksmavo. Labai norejau ten patekti, tad ziurejau pro lentu plysius kas ten vyksta. Buvo daugiau zmoniu norinciu ten patekti ir stebinciu per plysius.

Pamaciau savo buvusi darbdavi Kesta. Jis su kazkuo kalbejo. Pastebejes jog sujudinau lenta noredamas labiau preplesti regos lauka, liovesi kalbejes ir susidomejo kas tai galetu buti. Tada pasitraukiau is savo vietos ir nuejau atokiau.

Po akimirkos grizau prie pastato, durys buvo atidaros, prie ju stovejo Kestas su drauge ir kalbejo. Pamates mane labai apsidziauge ir tuojau pat pakviete pasivaisinti. Jo drauge irgi buvo labai vaisinga. Steve sedejo kambario gale ir stebejo.

Ant stalo gulejo ivairiausi sumustiniai. Kestas pasiule paragauti keleta is ju. Po to prie musu prisijunge Steve.

Sapnas: Prabegimas
Begau sportuodamas Raseiniuose Dubysos gatve. Jauciau, jog esu priauges svorio, taciau pats begimas buvo itin lengvas - lyg ant sparnu. Begdamas dariau staigius manevrus idant isvengciau susidurimo su priesais einanciais pesciaisiais.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Sapnai Dec 07, 2005

Sapnas: Karateka
Klaidziojau savo mokyklos koridoriais basas su karate apranga. Tuo momentu buvo apsiniauke ir saltoka, berods lauke buvo siek tiek sniego. Neprisimenu del ko aplankiau savo mokykla, taciau isejau pro laukines duris ir patraukiau namo.

Prisiminiau jog atvaziavau su masina ir, kad ji laukia stovejmo aikstelej. Apsisukau ir ejau jos pasiimti. Uz nugaros ejo trys merginos ir prunkste is mano uniformos ir siaip bendro ivaizdzio. Jauciau vesia zeme savo padais, vietomis buvo ledas.

Smirinejo daugiau zmoniu aplinkui. As palindau po kazkokiu medziu ir atlikau pora smugiu rankomis ir kojomis. Mokyklos sodelyje tuo pat metu praktikavo Wu-Shu mokiniai. Ju buvo apie trisdesimt. Visi su baltomis Wu-Shu uniformomis, ir dirzais. Praktikavo kazkokia koordinacijos technika ant vienos kojos, bandydami pakirsti priesais stovinti nusisukusi varzova.

Praejes juos pradejau dairytis savo masinos, bet aiksteleje jos nesimate. Paejus toliau atradau dar viena stovejimo aikstele, nors jos tenai neturejo buti. Sutemo. Pastebajau savo transporto priemone beveik uzblokuota kitu gretimais stovinciu masinu. Vos-vos isispraudziau pro priekines dureles, uzvedziau. Garsas buvo toks, kaip, kad masnos kur kazkada turejau, o vaizdas dabartines.

Atsargiai neuzkliudydamas pravaziavau blokuojancias masinas, pajudejau mokyklos kiemo link. Vel tapo giedra, ir, berods, jau buvo pavasaris. Vaziavau atsargiai, nes praeinanciu is tiesu buvo daug. Ieskojau kur paparkuoti masina, nes turejau sugrizti i mokykla ten pasiimti savo rubu.

Wu-shu mokiniai vis dar praktikavo ir demonstravo savo sugebejimus. Vienas su futbolo kamuoliu, mazdaug sesiu metu vaikas rode kamuolio valdymo klase. Po to jie sulipo vienas ant kito padarydami 4-5 zmoniu stulpa, pats aukstutinis laike kamuoli. Po akimikos ju stulpas isiro ir jie minkstai nusoko ant zemes.

Kuri tai laika jie bande pastatyti dar aukstesni zmoniu stulpa. Jiems ejosi sunkiai. Taciau akimirka kai as nusisukau ir vel atsisukau mazdaug devyniu zmoniu stulpas jau virto ant zemes. As pestebejau, jog patys virsutiniai zmones buvo manekenai.

Sapnas: Autobuse
Ilipau i kazkoki trumpu marsrutu autobusa. Ir paprasiau bilieto iki Kauno. Vairuotojas pareiske, jog Kaune nestoja. Anot jo galimybe sustoti yra tik Kulautuvoje arba 25 km uz Kauno. Paprasiau bilieto uz Kauno. Jis vel kazka pradejo aiskinti ir isvengdamas susidurimu su priesiais gatve einanciais paaugliais dare staigius manevrus vairu, bei stabdziais.

Tada jis apibilietavo naujai ilipusius keleivius, o as vis dar stovejau be bilieto. Vel paprasiau bilieto, tada jis paeme kazkoki grazinta/naudota bilieta ir bande ikisti man. Paziurejau, jog bilieto kaina buvo 0.8 cento. Pasakiau jam, kad nustotu mane apgaudinejes ir pareikalavau, kad atspausdintu nauja. Dar pastebejau, kad jei ilips kontroliere as busiu kaltas.

Tada jis paeme is manes bilieta, parase zaliu plamasteriu pliusa, bei naujus skaicius, as jam padaviau $2 CAD, jis man graza, ir nuejau atsisesti i viena is ten stovejusiu odiniu foteliu palei langa.

Maciau, jog autobuse vaziuoja daug mano klasioku, taciau vien tik merginos. Pasisveikinau linkteledamas Erikai. Tada prie manes koketiskai prisedo nepazistama blondine, ir mes flirtavome likusi kelia.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Sapnai Dec 06, 2005

Sapnas: Naujame Darbe
Buvau kazkokiame ofise. Sprendziant is to, kad aplink sukosi ivairiatauciai mano manymu tai buvo kazkur Toronte.

Kalbejausi pasiremes i stala su nepazistama juodaode. Ji kazka pasakojo apie mano nauja darba. Pati valge barscius is stiklines. Vienas vyras, berods sefas pasiteiravo jos is kur tie barsciai ir siek tiek pyktelejo, kad jam neteko paragauti.

Po to mes paememe parkerius, pamirkeme i rasala vis dar kalbedamiesi ir pradejome rasyti ant vieno is juodrasciu. As parasiau man nepazistama zodi, jis atsispaude neryskiai, neiskaitomai, po to ji, jau su savo parkeriu prirase kazka prie to zodzio pradzios, tada as is viso nesusigaudziau kas cia vyksta.

Veliau ji man parode mano stala. Tai buvo tuscias, siek tiek dulketas stalas tame paciame erdviame kambaryje kaip ir pries tai matytos merginos. Siek tiek dulkiu matesi ant jo. Pradejau atidarineti stalcius ir narsyti ju turinius. Ten gulejo ivairiausiu popieriu su dideliais numeriais, kazkokiu kaseciu.

Prie manes priejo ta pati moteris grizusi is vietinio susirinkimo, pradejo kalbeti man nesuprantama kalba, be to girdejau viska labai neaiskiai. Suvokiau, jog esu uzsidejes ausines ir klausausi mp3 muzikos. Nusiemiau ausines, bet tai nepadejo. Tada pasilenkiau arciau jos - lygtai pradejau suprasti ka ji bando pasakyti. Taciau vel pamaciau, kad ant mano ausu yra ausines. Dar karta nusiemiau jas. Pro sali praejo dar viena bendradarbe ir nusisypsojo.

Monday, December 05, 2005

Pastebejimai Dec 05, 2005

Pastebejimai: Delnais Aukstyn
Pries miega praktikavau astralines praktikas, si karta atsiguliau delnais aukstyn, o ne zemyn kaip jau iprasta, nors labai patogu nebuvo. Pastebejau, jog i transa iejau greiciau ir jis buvo gilesnis tokioje padety.

Po to praktikavau nauja technika, Full Energy Body Bounce taciau jau virs savo kuno ribu, o ne savo kuno riibose. Efektas buvo stulbinantis, jau po keliu minuciu pajutau kazka panasaus i savo energetinio kuno judejima, o pabaigdamas praktikas staiga ikvepiau, uzlaikiau ora, pasiraziau, ir tas issauke netiketas energetines vibracijas lyg pries iseinant i astrala. Tai buvo pirmas kartas kai tas gavosi neuzmigus. Deja nesugebejau islaikyti vibraciju spartos ir jos atslugo.

Sapnai Dec 05, 2005

Sapnai: Nuotrupos
Sia nakti patingejau uzrasyti savo sapnus, tad to rezultate atsimenu tik ju nuotrupas. Pirmasis sapnas buvo apie upe. As sedejau su sese prie placios upes. Joje braide Marius, o Vitalijus slapinosi prie medzio ir viesiems demonstravo savo organa.

Kitas sapnas buvo virtuveje Netoniuose, mano pussesere Aristida savo kunu padare tilteli pilvu zemyn, o mes su kitais pusbroliais vaiksciojome po ja. Na, jos ugis buvo atatinkamas.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Sapnai Dec 04, 2005

Sapnas: Slykstyne
Tai buvo vienas is slyksciausiu kada nors mano sapnuotu sapnu. Niekam nepatarciau jo sapnuoti vienam namuose.

Veiksmas vyko nakti kazkokioje poilsiavieteje. Sedejau su savo klasiokais prie keturkampo plataus stalo. Virs jo spingsejo labai paprastas sviestuvas, ir apsviete tik stala ir prie jo sedinciu zmoniu veidus. Mes apie kazka labai intensyviai diskutavome.

Uzsinorejau i tualeta tad pakilau nuo stalo ir paemes viena is triju stovejusiu tualetiniu popieriaus rulonu kryptingai patraukiau. Ejau kazkokiu tamsiu koridoriumi, vis dar tolumoje matesi ir girdejosi mano draugai. Niekada nebuvau toje aplinkoje, taciau jauciau, jog ji man pazistama.

Zinojau, jog cia yra du tualetai: vienas didelis, su daug perskyrimu, ir kitas - vienute. Nutariau eiti i vienute, kadangi norejau ramiai pasedeti. Jis buvo siek tiek toliau einant koridoriumi i kaire.

Uzlipau laiptais. Atidariau duris, nusimoviau kelnes, pamaciau, jog visas tualetas tapo permatomas. Maciau savo draugus vienoje puseje, o kitoje puseje Rutkausku nama Netoniuose. Lauke buvo tamsi naktis. Pazvelges zemyn dar pastebejau, jog cia labai nesterilu ir nemazai pridergta tad issiterliojau savo kelnes. Pasislykstejau. Atidariau langa, nes patalpa mazejo akyse ir joje tilpti buvo vis sunkiau. Maniau atliksiu savo reikalus tiesiai pro langa, bet staiga pamaciau kaip i mano lytini organa per slapimtaki bando patekti kazkoks kirminas. Emiau ji traukti. Jis lindo atgal gana nenoriai. Tai buvo zalios spalvos gyvis su kojomis, mazdaug 5 cm dydzio. Trenkiau ji lauk. Kitas toks pat kirminas siurbesi man i slauni, ir jau buvo beilendas, bet sugebejau ji is ten isprasyti. Fuiiii!