Salvia Divinorum: Death Trainer

I took a good breath of Salvia and lied down in my bed. Soon a swirling sensation took over me. A view with red bodies appeared, as usual. This time they looked like red cars seen from above city. They were congesting the traffic. I wonder if they might be the red blood cells seen in capilars of my eyes.

Soon enough the following sensation and event followed. It felt as if I was in the trees of the forest and they were recently cut and being transported by trucks. The road they were driving was dirty. I felt my body in those logs and was mourning. I was also mourning of my brother trees that were transported by other cars. I felt I was dead. I had a usual sensation of multiple subjects around me and could not comprehend this phenomenon as I knew I must be alone.

As the effect of Salvia smoke begun to wear out I realized I was sitting on my bed with my eyes covered as if I was mourning. So I lied back in my bed. I completeley missed that moment when I got up from my bed. I just remember that the feeling of death was so intense, that I was not sure if I am still alive. For some reason death did not scare me as it used to in my first attempts. Perhaps I am getting used to this dying sensation.

I kept lying in my bed and did not want to move even a finger as my body seemed to be so heavy and cozy. I enjoyed it and desired to prolong this experience. I concentrated on my forehead where clear visions of mountains and cities appeared.

Salvia Divinorum: a Trip to 60's

This time I used earplugs to completely avoid any auditory distractions. From my previous experiences I learned that any noise can be very irritating. Also Closed my room door, took time to positively affirm myself.

After I inhaled deeply of about 5mg organic Salvia Divinorum x20 worth of smoke I lied in my bed waiting for those red organisms to appear. Not a moment to soon they have appeared and I released the fume from my lungs.

I was unable to catch that moment when the "multiplication" effect happened. By this I mean when I started disassociating myself with my body and begin to feel I am in other peaople or things. This time was very interesting because I was not even just a person or object anymore. I felt more like I was the ether on which the whole event occured or was rendered. I also was in those objects and persons and I was multiplying at enormous speed.

The whole vision, if I may call it, could be described as follows: Initialy I saw a closeup of a blue grid from a soviet truck front called "MAZ". Then the view zoomed out and I realized this truck was carrying a lot of soviet pioneers wearing their uniforms. It looked as if they were going for labor in a field and it all happened around 1960's. The truck was driving down the field road near a forest. The day was sunny and the whole atmosphere was filled with joy. Except the fact that those trucks and pioneers in them were multiplying uncontrollably and it all happened on "me". I was like that background or ether where the light produces the movie of life. I cannot describe this in other words: I was everywhere, one with everybody and everything.

There were moments when I was about to abort, but somehow I knew nothing could go wrong, I am safe. I realized I was lying on my bed and I thought I forgot to release the fume from my lungs so I breathed heavily several times. Salvia somehow effects the short term memory every time, but it comes back unaltered after its effect wears out.

So I continued to lie down on my bed without any desire to move or do anything, enjoying the last bits of this wonderfull experience and memorizing the sequences that just occured. I could say I just had the most wonderful Salvia trip so far.