Waking Up at Will

I do not recall the whole experience, just remember there was a lot of flying and falling in that OBE. Perhaps I wanted to overcome whats left of my fear of highs.

I would lift myself up to the clouds and then skydive or, the last one, I remember, I was standing on the edge of the balcony on the 3rd floor and then dive down into the lawn below. As I was about to hit the ground I wanted to stop right before it, but it did not work as I expected and I landed with a feeling as if I fell into a giant puffy pillow.

Later I experimented how fast could I return to my physical body or wake up. So I just thought about it very intensely and woke up. But when I woke up one more time I realized the first time was waking up into another dream, and the second - was returning to physical reality.

Dive into Ether

I enjoy the variety of experience when projecting astrally. Tonight's one was short, but memorable. I was using Chi generator and energy transfer couple when sleeping so this gave me some extra boost. I probably had too much of this boost because I was waking up every 30 min and I found myself holding the air involuntarily - this was also affecting my sleep.

As I recall I became conscious in my dream, and as soon as that happened I felt like I dove into a pitch black ether. The dive was very soft; my sensory perception was shut off for a few moments. I could not see, feel or hear anything. Some moments after I could distinguish a repeating pattern of while plastic like, round shaped ornaments. They were covering the ether sea and forming big calm waves.

Some kind of repeating pattern view emerges every time before plunging into the astral plane, so I knew I could develop this experience into a successful OBE, but I held air involuntary in my physical lungs and I was forced to discontinue, this returned me into my body.